Wednesday, July 19, 2006
when you've fallen for someone, even the smartest person starts doing silly things.
how could you even say that?!
how could you say you wouldnt mind even if i dont like you as much as you do?
what you've said touched me. (
not the above but other things)
but its totally unfair to accept you.
the idea itself is untenable.
and at the same time, michael shocked me with what he'd said.
i guess this is the worst feeling ever.
wanting to love someone but couldn't.
i sometimes wonder how it feels like to be
bubu and yangyang.
with a person like
me who
has itchy fingers as an owner.
you know, waking them up when they're alseep. (
not intentionally! just that they look soooo cute curled up when they're sleeping)
carrying them in and out of the cages.
cracking open sunflower seeds for them.
feeding them hamster chocolates, or whatever they're called.
kissing them even if they stink.
ah i think they feel so
loved by me.
=D
sheesh.
i've been sleeping too much.
wayyyy to much.
my ulcer hurts big time!
big big time!
you're out of my league.
take me with you
9:39 PM